I Love This World

Featured by LittleKnownMystic

While there may be many troubling events in our world and in our lives, Life and this World forever intrigue me.  I Love this World!  The purpose of this blog will be to mutually (you the reader and myself) to explore the fundamental nature of existence and reality.  About myself: mystic (why? what is the purpose of life?), science background, meditation, music interests, just retired (but still feel like a little kid), positive and hopeful.  I am not enlightened, so if you are please show me the way.  The fundamental premise in any blog that has spiritual, mystical, new-age or religious content is that words can only point the way to Reality.  My leanings are toward Buddhism and Eastern Philosophies, but science behooves us to remain objective. Is this possible?  In his day the Buddha encouraged locals to keep practicing their religion.  Those of major faiths, I don’t mean to infringe on your beliefs or faith.  Faith is a form of positive thinking.   Just asking, do you think you are the wave or the ocean, or perhaps both?

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Some Effective Buddhist Teachings

by LittleKnownMystic

In the last blog, Reflections on Eight Years of Buddhist Practice, this mystic talked about the foundations of a spiritual practice.  I likened the foundation to a three-legged stool, with teachings, precepts and meditation as the three legs.  This blog will discuss the teachings which have resonated with this mystic.  “Teachings” will refer to all three legs, as the stool would not stand without interaction of the three legs.  The Buddha is to have said that one should not accept his teachings and various suggestions for practice with blind faith, rather one should accept and use what one finds effective for oneself.  This makes sense, and it works, because each person is different due to influences of past and ongoing causes and conditions.  With that said, my experience will be and is different from yours; however, some of the most effective teachings resonate and are helpful for many, so hang on. 

Before further specific discussion one has to ask why practice at all?  Again, this is a personal matter but perhaps not, as this mystic will argue that we are all on a spiritual path of one sort or another – we just may not be aware of it.  In his lifetime the Buddha said that his teaching was simply to end suffering.  For this mystic it is simply an inexplicable pull toward “home.”  And, that place is Here. 

From what this mystic understands, the fundamental process toward awakening is to “embody” the emptiness of the self, or to re-frame it, to realize the joy and beauty of existence, our real self.  That’s a mouthful and it reminds me of the famous Zen master Dogen’s quote: “To study the Buddha Way is to study the self; to study the self is to forget the self; to forget the self is to be actualized by myriad things. When actualized by myriad things, your body and mind as well as the body and mind of others drop away. No trace of realization remains and this no trace continues endlessly.”  Here is an excellent explanation by Sallie Jiko Tisdale: To Study the Self  I will say, that our conditioned or provisional selves seem real enough, and they are the place we practice from.  But there is a lot more to this universe than our little bodies.  

What follows are teachings (or aspects of the teachings when referring to meditation or the precepts) as a series of bullet topics.  On paper (or the screen) these are just words, but actually they are all, if properly “held,” tools to get a glimpse at (and edge toward) true Reality. 

The Three Fires – Greed, Hatred (or aversion) and Delusion The three fires are basically, for this mystic, what we all are tripping over and the underlying cause of our suffering (discomfort, feeling of yuckiness and dissatisfaction, or the Pali word Dukkha).  It goes back to an early Buddhist teaching of the Four Noble Truths.  Suffering occurs (1), suffering is caused and driven by craving (2), there is a cure for suffering (3) and that cure is the Eightfold Path (4).  The Eightfold Path is essentially all of the Buddhist teachings. Greed is not being satisfied with what one has, hatred or aversion is not being satisfied with one’s condition and delusion is not being aware that the self or the “one” is not a permanent and sole separate entity.  There is a lot more to the Four Noble Truths, from the Wiki, Here (Four Noble Truths).

Impermanence – Impermanence is one of the Three Marks of Existence (see the Wiki Here).  This life is fleeting.  An old mystic will verify that nothing lasts, our bodies change, the new becomes old, and the wonderful flavor of a good cookie or ice cream does not last.  It is because of impermanence that we suffer.  The character of this world, this realm we live in, is impermanence.  That is on the Universe and above any individual’s pay grade.  The actions we take, are on us.  Wise, kind, and compassionate actions can be made available if we understand and accept impermanence.  Another way to look at impermanence and its significance is the stark reality of birth and death.  In the Shushogi, under the reason to practice, Zen Master Dogen states, “The most important question for all Buddhists is how to understand birth and death completely, for then, should you be able to find the Buddha within birth and death, they both vanish. All you have to do is realize that birth and death, as such, should not be avoided and they will cease to exist for then, if you can understand that birth and death are Nirvana itself, there is not only no necessity to avoid them but also nothing to search for that is called Nirvana. The understanding of the above breaks the chains that bind one to birth and death. Therefore, this problem, which is the greatest in all Buddhism, must be completely understood.

Meditation, Mindfulness – doors to Samadhi and equanimity.   Sitting in Zazen or other sitting meditation techniques will eventually calm the mind and bring one to a place of stillness.  This stillness where craving and aversion no longer have a pull on us, essentially equanimity or non-opposition, leads to a state known as samadhi.  Samadhi has been described as the ceasing of feeding the conditioned self, thereby allowing the possibility of true seeing. It is not an end state but simply a condition where the ever-present mental chatter of our conditioned selves no longer has a sting.  Mindfulness is a natural counterpart (companion to?) to meditation where any activity can be met with full attention, rather than as rote or in-absentia while daydreaming and living in the past or future.  The beauty of mindfulness is that it can be practiced anywhere and at any time and can be more suitable for seniors and those with disabilities as opposed to disciplined meditation retreats.  Thich Nhat Hahn believed that mindfulness was a very important,  if not the most important, practice tool, since we only have the present moment.   Mindfulness should be done with ease. 

Emptiness – This mystic has talked about emptiness before.  The idea is that no thing in this phenomenal universe can exist by itself. All things, we included, are dependent on all other things.  Emptiness does not mean nothing, nor does it mean “less,” it means that all things are empty of a sole separate self.  Emptiness is fullness in the collective sense.  It is important to study this characteristic of the universe, as it is so true.  On the flip side, the Heart Sutra states that emptiness is form and form is emptiness.  I exist as a body, with a pumping heart and 5, plus, liters of blood. If you cut me, I bleed.  This is form and yet at the same time my blood, my body, even my mind is borrowed, conditioned and collective.  The phenomenal universe is seen by us at the human scale and limited by the mental capacity of humans and their tools.  Science and its tools include descriptions of vastly different places, both big and small.  Compound that with incredible dimensions of time and space and emptiness truly takes on new meaning.  Coming up with some sort of theory of existence or non-existence is not the point.   Contemplating and understanding what emptiness point to, is simply a vehicle to help us break out of our conditioned and very limited view of the world and our “selves.” 

Fundamentals of understanding thought and living in the body – We are taught that we have five senses.  Buddhists, at least the Yogacara school, classifies thinking as a sense.  The plant kingdom boasts about twenty-five senses, ways of interpreting and interacting with their environment.  To say that humans only have five is misleading.  Further, are emotions thought or are they bodily sensations?  Together with emotions, thought enables a whole magnitude of sensing ability – so maybe we are more complex than vegetables.  The danger of not including thought as a sense is that we, as humans, tend to live in our heads and thus identify with out thoughts.  This is where the “self” is concretized. Now, it is perfectly normal behavior for humans and a sense of self allows us to provide for this body in this world.  However, if one views thought and that model of the self as being a sense, essentially fleeting and not impermanent, then one can ask the question, who is watching the thinker.  On the cushion, that is one of the things we do.  Another way to lessen the isolated concretized self is to become more aware of the body and live in the body.  For one thing, by focusing on the body and breath, we tend to get out of our heads and less thinking is a result.  Finally, breath is a great gift.  We always have the tool of going back to our breath. It is used to lessen tension and handle pain during childbirth.  Just imagine throughout the day, pausing, taking in a breath and inviting spaciousness to flood our bodies and minds.  Matter of fact think body-mind, rather than mind and body.

We only have the present moment This is true.  Unpleasant existence occurs when re-living unpleasant events or fearing unpleasant future outcomes.  To live in the present is to lessen, and eventually eliminate fear.  The present moment is hard to live in as humans and for some reason, we have a built-in program that keeps us in a state of action — that is distraction.  I mean, see how so many run red lights, even people in motorized wheel chairs!  To live in the present moment is to slow down.  The ability to hone in on the present moment is learned through meditation and mindfulness practice.  Thich Nhat Hahn says: “Life can be found only in the present moment” and “The most precious gift we can offer others is our presence”….”Life is available only in the here and the now, and it is our true home. Mindfulness is the energy that helps us recognize the conditions of happiness that are already present in our lives”. Note, again, just like peeling away the essence of emptiness, Hahn states when mindful we can come back to happiness. 

The Precepts – moral and ethical living The framework of precepts creates a framework, or working tool, to reflect upon, each and every day, our behavior and its influence on others and ourselves.  Certainly, to study the Buddha way is to study the self, so this mystic really appreciates the tools of the precepts.  Research has shown that life-long meditators tend to develop kindness and compassion which is developed by spending long hours looking at the constructed self and, through insight, realizing what human qualities are true and valuable.  One thing that I have learned is that by smiling and being kind to others, say perfect strangers or the grocery clerk, pays forward good vibes.  One point of caution.  I recently read an article where a good Samaritan stopped to help a motorist who had had a fender bender and got immediately attacked by the person he was trying to help.  Kindness may not help the acutely psychotic but it can lessen the likelihood of meeting someone like that if we just practiced more kindness and compassion. 

Positive Mind States and what they may mean.  A bit more on positive states.   So often we mistake happiness for an induced state of temporary excitement.  Happiness and positive mind states tend to be those that do not rely so much on the impermanence of the world.  Part of precept practice, and mindfulness for that matter, is to notice feelings that produce tightness and contraction, often physical but also mental.  These feelings are in themselves not “bad” but can be used as indicators to hone in on what is going on.  The Yogacara school of Buddhism lists 11 wholesome mental factors, or elements of experience.  These are confidence, sense of shame (not guilt but more a recognition that one has done or been involved with something unwholesome), sense of integrity, lack of greed, lack of aversion, lack of ignorance (note the last three are lack of the three fires), vigor, tranquility, vigilance, equanimity and non-injury.  I think that these mind states are cultivated through the concerted effort of practice using techniques (and many more) that this mystic has touched on.  By cultivating the wholesome mental factors, one becomes more capable of giving and receiving Love.  Love in Buddhist teachings is covered by the Brahmaviharas, also known as the Four Immeasurables.  These are characteristics or virtues describing Love, namely Loving Kindness, Sympathetic Joy, Compassion and Equanimity.   They live in us and without us and point to true happiness.  

If there is no permanent self, what about self esteem?  So, the question is posed.  I found this lovely piece on Zen and self-esteem, by Domyo Burke:  https://zenstudiespodcast.com/self-esteem/  She writes, “At the most fundamental level, our sense of self is simply our experience of being an individual.”   There is no getting around being in an inexplicable world as one of the biologically-alive creatures or beings.  Buddhism calls out for a much bigger reality than we can fathom with our limited physical senses.  Yet, here we are.  Using the lotus flower analogy, to study the self is not to wallow in the muddy roots but to actualize the flower.  Self-esteem for this mystic is for the “small self” to strive for physical, mental and spiritual health, embracing the wholesome mental factors and cultivating the Brahmaviharas.  It is also about self-compassion without a big ego and ultimately about treading in this World lightly, lovingly and with gratitude. 

The Middle Way  This goes back to Gautama Buddha.  By practicing too hard we lose the way.  By following the way of Jack Karouac in the Dharma Bums, we just screw around and pretend we are Zen masters. There are many traps in Zen Buddhism that epitomize actions of the concretized self that wants to hang on to a permanent world. This includes being entertained by Buddhists writings.  The goal is to be, as the Buddha taught, like a string properly tuned on an instrument, not too tight and not too lose.  It’s about having a sense of compassion for oneself and others, realizing that we make mistakes, and also enjoying life and appreciating the ever-changing scenery. 

Reflections on Eight Years of Buddhist Practice—Self and Others

by LittleKnownMystic

At age 75 it is time for this mystic to reflect on the Buddhist practice that started about eight years ago.  One of my friends has told me that I have always been a Buddhist!  This piece is about observing aspects of practice, self and others.  It is a broad overview.  My intention is to follow-up, in a part two, addressing in more depth which teachings are “alive” for this mystic and techniques that have changed my view and/or approach to suffering over the years.   It seems like we learn and change each to our own capacity. This is why it has been said that the historical Buddha, Shakyamuni, used different approaches of instruction, through skillful means, delivering the “medicine” that each person needed.  Our differences are due to causes and conditions, both recent and stemming back eons.  Eastern disciplines describe our life circumstances and life path as one influenced by “karma,” our past actions as they have intersected with others and the universe.  As there is no current scientific explanation of how karma might work, it is just important to know that our lives are the product of past events, and most essentially, to realize that our actions at any moment propel us forward and shape our “trajectory,” both individually and collectively.

Spiritual curiosity is a deep human trait, and may be expressed by participating in formal religious venues or might simply be woven into many different personal actions and activities without any formal commitment to an institutional religious practice.  People come to the Zen center to which I belong to for a number of reasons.  A primary one, especially in these times, is to seek “relief,” or piece of mind – not that life can’t be amazing and beautiful.   If this mystic may project his own opinion, what they will learn is that this piece of mind or cessation of suffering is relieved by understanding that our own minds cause the suffering (and that does not imply that external shit does not happen, on the contrary does it ever!)  As Shunryu Zuzuki writes in Zen Mind, Beginners Mind: “Nothing outside yourself can cause trouble. You yourself make the waves in your mind.  If you leave your mind as it is, it will become calm.  This mind is called Big Mind.”  One of the Buddhist precept commentaries describes our world as “inexplicable.”  For this mystic and quite a few, the draw to Zen or Buddhism is due to a deep spiritual question regarding the nature of this “inexplicability.”  Additionally, people come to spiritual practice, regardless of the religion, because they sense that there is a certain incompleteness to ordinary life (lack of “real” purpose).  Their spiritual interest may also be due to personal trauma, depression, addiction, etc., or perhaps a desire to expose family to ethics and morality and/or to some combination of cultivating spiritual discipline and calming/enriching their lives. Note that trauma can include aging and all the loses that are associated with that.  Trauma is dynamic and changes over time.   Note that among some social circles, religious affiliation may mainly be about conforming to norms and it is “just done.”

In Buddhism, the teachings fundamentally do this:  they explanation how suffering occurs in our lives and provide a means, a series of practices, to relieve that suffering. Buddhism, has a monastic aspect and a lay aspect.  One of the things that is really important to understand is that lay practitioners will not be exposed to the level or intensity of monastic practice.  Intense practice is correlated with relief from suffering over time.  Of course, sometimes lay practitioners take up residency or monastic pursuits.  At the Zen Center people may show up for only a short period of time. It is said that quite a few leave after a year, other in about three or four years.  Maybe the practice or environment is not what they are looking for, which simply shows that Zen or any religion is not a panacea (and people have preexisting ideas).  Results from suffering are seldom instant.   Looking at some departures, from a positive viewpoint, suggests that they maybe they got what they were looking for and can now move on.  Overall, one can argue that the benefits of intense practice, monastic or dedicated ascetic practice, can lead to greater spiritual “rewards.”  But then again, we are all different and it is only in the external behavior of a person can we begin to ascertain the effect of any sustained spiritual practice.  Stepping back a bit, we can find all sorts of amazing people in this world, regardless of obvious spiritual affiliations, so again, karma or a set of causes and conditions shape the nature of an individual.  One thing this mystic would say is that I have a lot of respect for the monks at the Zen Center who exhibit kind, loving, helpful and calm behavior.  They serve as positive role models and examples of what training can do, at least for this mystic.  We can also study the enlightenment experiences of great masters and the teaching of various saints and masters. That there is something to “awakening to spiritual truths,” and more importantly embodying them or being actualized by them seems clear to this mystic.   

Reflecting, my ego really wanted “enlightenment.”   So, these eight years have been a good lesson.  The “ego” cannot “get” enlightenment! Many of the teaching seemed very exciting when I came to the Zen Center (many still are).  There was lots of intoxication!  Recently, and partially why this piece is being written, I have gone back to examining the basics of the practice.  The basics are not so “sexy” but very important.   Buddhist practice and its teachings have been likened to a three-legged stool. The three legs are the teaching themselves (distilled to the four noble truths and the eight fold path), precepts and meditation. 

Almost all branches of Buddhism have some form of precepts, or ethical and moral guidelines: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Five_precepts. Ironically we discover that they cannot be kept completely and that the refer to not only physical practices but mental ones as well. Do not kill, steal, covet, lie and do not become intoxicated have a much deeper meaning.  In Soto Zen, a Japanese originating form of Mahayana Buddhism, there are sixteen precepts.  Interestingly they include the three refuges (taking refuge in the Buddha, the dharma and the sangha) the three pure precepts (cease from evil or release all self-attachment, do only good, and do good for others), and the ten grave precepts which are an extended take on the five fundamental precepts. 

The third leg of the stool is meditation.  This involves both concentration and mindfulness. In Zen, the type of meditation done is Zazen, also know as “just sitting,” objectless/formless meditation or “serene reflection.”  One of the best description of it is this short recording from the Shasta Abbey:  Serene Reflection Meditation   Rev. Master Meian Elbert   07-26-12   29 min/10 MB.    We can think of meditation as the process of exercising a muscle – the continual letting go of thoughts and distractions, sometimes facing with courage our fundamental fears, regrets and causes of suffering until they vanish, and sometimes forgetting the small self completely.  The goal of meditation itself is not to achieve some great spiritual experience, but if it comes (kensho experience using Japanses Zen terminology) great!   The benefit of meditation over time is a calmer mind, and seeing clearly.  This doubles back to seeing our actions in a clearer, realistic and less judging way which directly links meditation with precept practice.   In turn, one’s wholesome behavior extends out to others.   

With regard to the teaching, since that Buddha’s Parinirvana, some 2500 years ago, the teachings have flourished.  They have evolved and taken on the flavor, culture and philosophy of the places where the teachings have travelled to (think of it as a two-way street or a continued exchange of spiritual teachings between cultures.)  This dynamism is happening in the United States currently. This explains the many so-called flavors or Buddhism.  Here is a wiki link on the schools of Buddhism. Many of the teachings can be spiritually exciting and uplifting.  This is a motivator!  Teachings include Buddhist scripture, called the Sutras (Suttas in Pali) and many brands of teaching, from those in the Pali Canon associated with Theravadan Buddhism to Wisdom Sutras and Mahayana Buddhism (including the Zen and Rinzai School).  Rounding out other main branches of Buddhism, all of which have a Mahayana flavor are Vajrayana (primarily Tibetan originating), Pure Land and Nichirin.  While Vajrayana is more esoteric and metaphysical in nature, the two latter branches are fundamentally devotional.  Probably the easiest to read and perhaps best understood by westerners are the many contemporary Buddhist commentary style books (blogs, videos, etc) including the prolific works of Thich Nhat Hahn and the insightful teachings of Shunryu Suzuki. 

Now a bit about the personal dynamics of practice (approaches to practice).  Quite a few individuals are initially drawn to the Zen Center due to those individuals’ “disappointment” with previous exposure to Christian church practice.  However, many newcomers may initially be quite shocked to see even lay practitioners in black robes and a service that is structured around many rituals and forms, including bowing.  As it turns out the bowing is an expression of humility, surrender and acceptance, not worship of a Buddha.  But regardless, all Buddhist religions have a structure and a set of practices.  The Japanese words, Jiriki and Tariki refer to “self-power” and “other-power” respectively.  The pure practice of Zen, just sitting, just being mindful… is an example of self-power, whereas Tariki invokes help from the outside. Tariki, in its most apparent form would capture the practice approach of the Pure Land Buddhist sect who ubiquitously chant the name of Amitabha Buddha, or “Buddha of Infinite Light and Life,” chanting (in Japanese) “Namu Amida Butsu.”  Shunryu Zuzuki describes Zen practice akin to the continuous and ever refined practice of baking bread, over and over again, until it is just right.  This is Jiriki.  Here is a nice short piece explaining how one Buddhist teacher used both methods. I’d say it is illusion to think we can really do it alone, as even the historic Buddha, while devoted to intense and isolated practice, previously studied under a number of wise teachers and near the moment of his awakening invoked the earth itself as his witness and supporter.

Buddhist practice in America can be all over the place and at times can almost be a form of escapism, which is a trap (says this Mystic).  From this perspective, fundamentals of practice and a grounded understanding of what the heck we are doing can be helpful.  The Shushogi is a compilation of Great Master Dogen’s ideas, put together by the Soto Zen school in Japan early in the last century.  Shushogi is formally recognized as an accepted Soto Zen text by the Japanese Soto Zen community and the title can be translated as The Meaning of Practice and Verification. This relatively short document maps out the basics in five short chapters, namely General introduction to Buddhism (i.e. why practice?), The importance of reflection and repentance or contrition, Taking the precepts and maintaining wholesome conduct, The Aspiration for Enlightenment and Helping Others and Practice and Gratitude.  You can find it here. 

A very helpful commentary providing perspective on this document for western practitioners is in a blog site, subject labeled The Shushogi: the forgotten Zen text.  Here is a quote: “Speaking as someone who is a working parent and lousy meditation-practitioner, the Shushogi is a gentle and welcoming approach to Zen that is at once familiar, and at the same time inspiring. If you’ve been turned off by Zen or meditation in the past, take a step back and read the Shushogi. It’s an odd-duck in the tradition of Zen, yet at the same time, I can see why Zen followers in Japan have so often embraced it.” 

The reason this mystic has introduced the Shushogi, distilled fundamental ideas from Zen master Dogen, is to illustrate that study, practice and aspiration for enlightenment are pretty complex.  We have to return again and again back to the starting point of our practice, like the baking bread analogy from Suzuki.  Certainly, Zen practice, and meditation can be pretty “heady.”  My spouse, a lovely non-Buddhist person points out that from initial observation, Buddhists tend to spend a lot of time in their heads, dealing with their mind.  Maybe stepping back to see the forest for the trees is a good thing. 

Spiritual Encouragement and a Departed Cat

by LittleKnownMystic

All of us, whether we consciously know it or not, at some level continue to hold the great question of existence (the “Great Matter” according to Zen master Dogen.) These inquiries can vary from occasional spiritual pursuits (checking things out here and there) to perhaps basic Sunday, or even just holiday, Christian church worship and then all the way to being a yogi meditating in a cave.  In between lies the everyday dance of seeking the pleasant and avoiding the unpleasant, seeking comfort and avoiding discomfort — for ourselves, our families and others.  Why would this basic trait, common to all conscious beings, be at all connected to spiritual pursuits?   For humans, we could say that this is because once basic physical needs are met, we venture along the slippery slope of seeking happiness, for ourselves and others.  Happiness is not really a physical thing, rather a state of mind or simply a State, much like love is a state.  True happiness is special.  So, this “seeking happiness” or maybe just seeking peace can lead one toward spiritual pursuits, especially if one sees the basic nature of our realm to be forever changing and impermanent.  Once that sinks in, and unfortunately for most only at the end of their lives, the pursuit of happiness through attachment to the things, people, pursuits, accomplishments and other actions we love, loses some of its sweetness, and becomes a “pointer.” Disenchantment arises and we ironically ask, is there more?

What is the “payoff” of meditation and a disciplined spiritual training program, called “a practice?”   This question applies to many Buddhists and also those pursuing other types of meditation and spiritual work.  If an outsider were to watch what happens during a week-long Buddhist retreat, or sesshin, they might be appalled or very puzzled seeing people gazing motionless toward a wall, doing “nothing” for hours.  They then get up and silently practice walking mediation and later silently eat a communal formal meal (Oryoki) with very prescribed procedures.  The day starts early, 5:00 am.  What would be the payoff for this “self-induced torture?”  Beginners, and even advanced retreat participants will likely experience uncomfortable periods, from physical body pain due to unaccustomed sitting to mental pain of simply doing the discipline and concentration, to mental pain of facing difficult thoughts while sitting.

While Zen Master Dogen describes shikantaza, or just sitting, as the technique of non-thinking and experientially being “enlightenment itself,” a vast majority of those that sit experience a plethora of thoughts and emotions.  Due to our conditioning or karma, it is as if one’s head is a bell experiencing various harmonic levels of mental vibration.  Consider your head to be a cooking pot.  Sitting is all about taking care and being aware just like diligently preparing a savory pot of stew.  A lot of stuff happens while “sitting on the cushion!”  Despite the hardships, after a sesshin most individuals will report to a lesser or greater degree a sense of calmness and an ineffable feeling of being a little closer to the heart of the “Great Matter.”  For some, the whole retreat might be a truly wonderful and peaceful experience.  This might be attributable to their years of training or simply due to fortunate karma, or in other words, the coming together of positive causes and conditions. Below is a description one person’s recent experience at a retreat followed by a story from this mystic.   Sometimes there is unexpected encouragement.

This individual is an advanced practitioner of Soto Zen Buddhism.  His dharma talk and experience can be listened to here.   Understandably, this individual was very concentrated and measured and likely his mind was quite calm, like a lake with few ripples.  He describes a certain period of walking meditation, where he was carefully focusing on making a right angle turn at the end of the meditation hall, when seemingly straight out of the floor, he hears the words “I will help you.”  He describes the words as “articulated, enunciated and said with great authority.”  This experience made a big, energetic, impact on this individual, creating a sense of encouragement, wonder, and tranquility.  These feelings had a staying effect.  He said he “felt cared for.”  Weeks later and after talking with his teacher he felt that the experience was a direct result of his concentration efforts and practice.  In the end he concludes that the words were not important at all; what was important was the openness, viability, receptivity and wisdom brought on by the event.   His talk is entitled; the True Dharma Appears of Itself.   

Prior to formally committing to the practice of Buddhist teachings I routinely meditated, primarily using various Samatha or yogic methods involving breathing techniques and mantras.  About 26 years ago, at the time working in Nevada in a State environmental position, helping support the family, I became increasingly discouraged as to what the benefits of meditation were. There seemed little peace or joy in it at the time and worldly stresses seemed to be piling on. Then, during a certain meditation, clear out of the blue the words “I am” reverberated in my head, and really in the whole body.  The experience was very uplifting and encouraging.  Looking back on this experience, the words “articulated, enunciated and said with great authority,” applied exactly.  A definite feeling or acknowledgement of being cared for, not being alone in the Universe, was present.  I still feel this to be true.   Particularly back then my practice included a certain amount of devotion toward a higher being, so the immediate thought was, “is God speaking to me?”  My answer/response to this was simply curiosity.  Buddhism teaches us emptiness, the essential no separate self of all phenomenon.  The flip side of this is interdependence.  To have a mediation experience with clear words is a blessing as well as a trap, that is, if one overthinks it. Internet research suggests a state where the individual realizes they are the pure, formless “I AM,” beyond the ego or mind. This is a non-dual state and a mystery beyond words.  Finally, as Goldstein and Kornfield write in Seeking the Heart of Wisdom “The greatest of our spiritual experiences become only a memory.  When one Western student described to an Asian teacher all of the important experiences of his years of practice, the only response he got was, ‘Oh, something more to let go of.’”

This mystic will add that everyday can be a spiritual experience, if we just stay mindful.  Our cat, Katy just passed away recently. She had advanced kidney failure, stopped her usual routines and then eventually refused to eat.  She had been sleeping under a chair in the closet for about a week, but on the morning of the day when the vet was to arrive to euthanize her, we found her nestled in the bottom tube of the cat tree.  It was a beautiful and sunny fall morning and Katy staggered to the door, wanting out.  I spent the next hour or so with her, while waiting for the vet, watching her slowly move from spot to spot, sunning herself, sniffing the air, and still interacting with me by gently rubbing up against my legs.  Did she know the end was near? Maybe, but that does not matter so much.  Did she feel the warmth of the sun and the gentle breezes? YES!  I sobbed uncontrollably while holding her as the vet administered the injection. 

Saturday

by LittleKnownMystic

There’s something to being on the highway for this old mystic that is a gateway for insight.  It’s been that way a long time.  Visual stimulation is probably the biggest trigger for human response and the movement while driving and seeing others around you, going and coming, passing and being passed is certainly fascinating and expanding.  It’s Saturday morning and this mystic is on his way to volunteer at the local Buddhist festival, driving down the freeway.  I wonder about my fellow travelers on the road and what they will do for the day, and perhaps most importantly, their experiences for the day.   This includes myself.  Saturday, especially for those that work weekdays, often is a day of errands or a day with special purpose.  The light entering my retina is translated into pictures and this evokes a response.  In Buddhist philosophy, the mind is considered the sixth sense, with thoughts and mental phenomena considered its objects. Just as the five physical senses perceive external objects, the mind perceives internal mental objects like thoughts, memories, and emotions. So, imagine all those people in all those cars, using their senses, including thought.  Now, as it turns out, on this particular Saturday, one of the Zen teachers is also leading a day of Mindfulness, with check in online.  While this mystic is not participating directly, this was in the back of his mind. 

I see “people” on the highway mostly just as cars.  It is thought and past conditioning that opens up an internal dialogue.  How odd, these carbon-based life forms, essentially life-support vehicles (of what, consciousness?), moving in car vehicles, with both being composed of earth elements and ultimately powered by the fossil energy of the sun.  It can get strange in a hurry.  Now, imagine each individual, or individuals, in those cars involved with their own sensory processes, some just grooving on music, others deep in thought about “problems” or maybe just planning lunch.  Some harbor anger, maybe at the big black truck tailgating them, or perhaps someone is having an argument.  There are a myriad possibilities.  Shift scales and move to the small, down to the quantum scale.  The momentary highway scene loses meaning – poof it is gone.  Same if we expand out, until earth is light years away. Again, a whole different world.  But one thing remains at all three scales and every intermediate one, namely the very sense of Being. It is very subtle and in Buddhist philosophy is called suchness.  As it is beyond thought, it is hard to describe.  Mindfulness is the process of being the observer of all six senses and opening up to this suchness.  It is a way to “see” more than the ordinary and very limited world.   Anther technique, Zen meditation or Shikantaza, just sitting, contains an exercise of letting go of thoughts, or non-thinking.  Anything we can think up, at least in terms of philosophy is not direct insight or Kensho, rather a dualistic mode capable of perpetuating a small separate self, even if the thought is a most excellent one!

Within this suchness many things will occur over the 24 hours of the day, both seen and unseen.   Not all of them will be pleasant. For example, due to natural laws one may have a car accident, or perhaps a heart attack – and your car will kill things. There is the ever-present dance within the world of phenomenon.  But for most of us there will be a series of basic experiences triggered by either the sense objects or thoughts that will have the flavor of either neutral, positive or negative.  While we do live in a mysterious world and universe, so much of our “reality” is wrapped up in our mental processes, namely reacting to the sense objects and thought objects and essentially being jerked around by them feeling very small and separate.  This mystic has talked previously about how we fabricate our world and create a mental model of it.  With mindfulness, seeing around the edges and through the cracks opens our perspective.  Just directly seeing the actual thing…. And all the people I see today, including this old mystic, contain and are influenced by a world of conditioning, namely inherited karma and karma we produce every time we react to a sense or thought object.  While I can never know “you” your actions will influence me! It’s a giant pool table of interacting billiard balls!  So, please be kind and considerate! 😊 Suchness can be kind and loving.

My volunteer assignment at the Buddhist festival was directing various Buddhist groups where to drop off and set up their booths.  Now, these are people who have trained in mindfulness.  Over the course of an hour and a half I interacted with everyone from twinkly-eyed masters, to happy hippy Buddhists, to older attentive and kind lay Buddhist practitioners.  Not everyone seemed mindful, however.    A few just drove right by.  Maybe they were so mindful they already knew where to drop off their stuff.  Others came late or exhibited some level of anxiety.  I loved the relaxed ladies who were followed by their non-Buddhist husbands in vans or trucks.  Good karma!  The point here is that all of us are shaped by conditioning developed through living in this realm and this in turn shapes our interactions with others.  It’s a work in progress.  Oh, and suchness includes thought, but don’t label it as suchness.  Who are we, anyway?

Reflections on the Human Condition and Spirituality

by LittleKnownMystic

It’s been about a year since the last post.  I’m OK – still mesmerized by phenomenon. And, yes, we live in dark political times.  The subject of this post breaches the topic of people on a spiritual path — why the path — based mostly on observations/interactions within my Zen sangha (community) and also reflections on some relationships with old (and not so old) friends.  Most of my spare writing time over the last year has been spent working on kind of a personal memoir using an online service called StoryWorth. It was actually a gift from one of my daughters as encouragement to write some stories about life experiences.  A little “nudge” from the kids, as well — better ask questions now, rather than wonder about “Pops” when his physical presence is just ashes. Also, my wife and I have also been traveling (she is not a mystic but a pragmatic down-to-earth person that is not particularly attached to the common “glitz” of the world.)  We have seen some amazing animals and scenery in Costa Rica and most recently in the Galapagos and Peru.  And you know, those creatures, be they sea lions, marine iguanas, giant ancient tortoises or the elusive Quetzal bird—they are like you and me, wanting to bask in the sun and feel the breeze. 

Yup, this mystic is aging, now 74 with some sever arthritis and  slowing senses. But like the wounded black knight in a Monty Python skit I and my suffering will keep moving along the spiritual path (which is not really linear nor is it winding)  — absurd as it may seem at times.

The Buddhist practice continues.  After some years of Zen practice, two things are becoming increasingly clear. First, there is something personally positive and reinforcing about continued meditation and mindfulness along with efforts to follow ethical and moral guidelines and study dharma (the teachings) through literature and interaction with teachers and others.  Secondly, it is hard to gage other beings.  They are a mystery.  People that practice a spiritual tradition, and for that matter those,  that on the surface do not, are each unique and in a “different space” as to mental and physical character, spiritual state, abilities, desired goals and life/work/family/relationship/socioeconomic/political status, etc.  We are all products of causes and conditions.  Using the term karma, it is the past actions of an individual and the effects of the collective interactions of that individual with others (who further share karma with still others –ad infinitum)  that determine the individuals present state and “steer” one in a certain direction in future existences.  For those at my Zen center, including this mystic, as we are all unique, we don’t “start” at the same place, do we?  Matter of fact spiritual paths are not linear. But why practice, e.g., Zen and what is the goal?  What is the payoff? 

Toward the end of his life Buddha reportedly said that all he taught was “suffering and the and of suffering.”  There is a certain, mostly unspoken, tension and confusion regarding a spiritual practice that leads to the end of suffering and whether that is the same as “enlightenment” and whether that should be the goal.  Recognizing the diversity of practitioners, probably the main intention, and not necessarily a “goal” of those who practice is to relieve suffering, whether it be for themselves alone or including others.

This mystic will argue that practice will lead to being less disturbed by suffering and the practice involves work with one’s Mind.  The Oxherding Pictures describe the Zen path of finding the Way and eventually taming the Ox, who in part represents our undisciplined and delusional mind. Even when one has tamed the Ox, and is no longer pulled around by craving, one is only half way along the path.  The Oxherding Pictures include the path that leads to no path and non-duality.  So, there is a lot to practice, but clearly the practice leads toward less suffering by taking us away from being affected or disturbed by our suffering and leading us toward a radical acceptance of our condition.  Hint: if we are working with our minds and the process is one of “taming,” perhaps literally getting out of hour head, where do “we” go.  Suggestion: a place known as the heart. 

My teacher tells me that “Zen is not an improvement project.”  However, Meditation and mindfulness practice, study of teachings and the precepts leads, to what might be called personal improvement and less suffering.  It is an intermediate and ongoing stage of practice, kind of where we sometimes calm the ox down.  There is some payoff in this alone, but as the Oxherding pictures imply the ultimate utility of Zen is more complex and includes a journey away from the small self and eventually a journey back to the everyday.  This mystic finds it sobering that even the wisest monks and senior lay members of my Zen center profess that they are likely “lifetimes” away from complete awakening or enlightenment.  However, no matter the starting point, a momentary glimpse, a momentary shift from the head to the heart, a momentary shift to crystal clear reality or “suchness” can happen at any time and is an important, “mini-payoff” for keeping up the effort in practice. 

To end.  There was an individual at our Zen center, whom this mystic really respected.  He excelled in chanting, was a dedicated meditator, taught and helped others. In the end he took his own life due to substance abuse issues and declining health.  Our karma is strong.  It is vicious and it can be cruel. There are no guarantees.  From Shantideva’s The Way of the Bodhisattva, he says “When you look at others think that it will be through them that you will come to Buddha hood.  So look at them with frank and loving hearts.”   Not all beings whom we meet, whether they be people, snakes or trees will always be kind or even appear very lovable.  They will invoke feelings.  But the way does lie in acceptance of not being disturbed by ones suffering.   It is the way of the heart, with suffering lessened when your mind is not trying to tame a wild bull that after all is just a concept.    

The Eight Consciousnesses

by LittleKnownMystic

We just finished up a study group focusing on the book Understanding Our Mind  by Thich Nhat Hahn. It is based on the teachings of, Vasubandhu, a fourth to fifth century Indian Buddhist associated with the founding of the Yogacara school.  Why is it potentially beneficial to understand the facets of the mind?  From this mystic’s perspective it is helpful in the context of seeing how mindfulness, meditation and our mental states give us clues about how we can see things more clearly and consequently how we can lessen suffering for ourselves and others.  Western psychology has plenty to say about the mind, even before Freud. Currently, a very interesting and promising area related to study of the mind are advances in neuroscience. Among therapists and even the public at large there is a growing appreciation and practice of mindfulness — in this case, a secular practice to relieve stress and anxiety with potential to improve creativity, concentration and development of  more positive state of mind.  The Netflix series, Mindfulness Manual is kind of a cute, Korean-authored, short series on the current state of increasing secular acceptance of mindfulness and meditation for relief of suffering.   But in this mystics case, looking at the mind is also a method that provides glimpses into the ultimate nature of reality and an opportunity to better understand how mindfulness and various meditation practices work.

Vasubandhu proposed that the mind has eight aspects, thus the term “eight consciousnesses” was coined. These are  the base consciousness, called storehouse consciousness and also called alaya, manas, or the energy of the “self,” mind, and the five sense consciousnesses, namely eye, ear, smell, taste and touch.  So in summary, alaya, manas, mind and the five senses.  We don’t have to get to “heady” to have an intuitive feel for these eight consciousnesses.  The base consciousness is the foundation and source of all the other consciousnesses; as such, it would fall into the basket of such western concepts as subconscious but also could be simply viewed as the mystery and “substrate” of existence.  Manas is like ego, and besides serving as a survival mechanism (yes, manas is necessary,) is the instigator of much suffering as we “struggle,” seemingly isolated individuals, through this world.  Mind stems from manas and it seems clear that cognitive and emotional functions are closely related to  the brain, thus a plug for neuroscience.  An important point to note is that mind consciousness is considered a sense consciousness, as we reason with our minds regarding phenomena and in effect sense the world with our minds as well as the physical sense organs.  Just as the mind stems or has its base as manas, the five sense consciousnesses stem or have their base from mind. Intuitively, the brain interprets our world based on physical inputs.  The senses work with various energies of our world.

The yogacara school is also known as the mind only or manifestation only school.  As this mystic has noted many times, whatever is out there, or even one’s own body is “sensed.”  We put a picture together based on our consciousness, based on our limitations of our sense organs.  The true essence, for example, of  a table is an approximation, a model, a simulation.  

So scholars write lengthy books on these eight aspects.  Here are a few fundamental points about each of the consciousnesses.  Store consciousness is called that because it contains, or stores infinite potential of the cosmos.  In verse 11 of Thich Nhat Hahn’s interpretation of Vasubandhu, Hahn states: “Although impermanent and without a separate self, store consciousness contains [has the potential] all phenomena in the cosmos, both conditioned and unconditioned, in the form of seeds.”  Now along comes manas.  Hahn explains the presence of manas by noting that our habit energies, delusions and craving come together and create a tremendous source of energy that condition our actions, speech and thinking.  This energy is called manas.  Here is an important point: Somehow the very apparent existence and life in this realm and we as living beings originate from the fact that a complex energy field clings to a certain aspect of alaya.  In effect it is the manifestation of a separate self, often tied up in knots, living in a big, big world.  While alaya, by definition, can “see” things as they are, manas always sees things only as mere representations and always erroneously because manas is always in dual mode,  craving after the perceiver aspect of alaya, making it into an object and thus manifesting a “self.” 

Here are a few more important points regarding manas.: The activity of manas is thinking, cognizing, measuring, reasoning, grasping and clinging. The objects of mind (thoughts, cognition) do not arise from the external world as the objects of our senses do.  Instead, they come from the working of manas with the seeds in our storehouse consciousness.  Thus, the dilemma of not seeing things as they truly are and the potential therefore for unwholesome states that do not lead to happiness. 

The beauty and the promise of the five sense consciousnesses is that they can see things directly if the mind or manas stays out of the way.  Thus the impetus for mindfulness of the body and phenomenon.  But even when sense consciousness is fully engaged it can only be focused on a very limited scale or aspect of reality.  Think of it as the physical limitation of, e.g. eye consciousness. We can only see a certain spectrum of EM radiation.  Further, we are limited by our location, and the very limits of our brain’s and (now) external computational power’s capacity.  This seemingly limited ability to see takes us to the edge of the Buddhist concept of emptiness, and its flip side, interdependence.  Yet, our very presence in this realm is also very precise, meaningful and, well, here! 

While mind stems from manas, it has the capability of seeing things directly, without coloring them and adding a self.  This takes practice, so enter meditation as well as mindfulness of mental aspects (feeling and formations).  Mind acts as the observer during meditation or mindfulness practice. Mind also can “tame” manas and when we meditate it is possible to set manas aside.

Circling back to storehouse consciousness or alaya.  In his book Vasubandhus Three Natures, Ben Connelly points out that alaya is the “cause” and the rest of the consciousness aspects are the “effect.”  What he is referring to are all the seeds in the storehouse, collectively called karma, that perpetuate the cycle of samsara (cycle of birth and death.)  It is not this mystic’s place or ability to intuitively go much further right now to explain or ponder how karma drives the cycle of perpetual birth and death or how karma actually works from a scientific, technical, perspective.  Let’s just say it is a very cosmic energy dance. It is worthy to note that the cycle originates from alaya, which is way mysterious and that act of liberation or nirvana is the circling back, by the mind, to the roots within alaya, without the attachment of manas.  And none of the eight consciousnesses are permanent. 

We can look at the three natures another time but suffice to say we do have a choice to move outside the lane, peer around a corner and venture into the possibility of something past this normal world which ends up in only one seemingly inevitable way, death and birth.  I’ll admit there are times when the ride is enjoyable.  What is that?

What About Evil?

by LittleKnownMystic

It is the beginning of 2024 and many people have a heavy heart due to an increasingly unstable world situation.   Imagine a person, a civilian, caught up in a war.  At that moment she is engulfed in flames as shrapnel and debris mutilate her body.  Now, imagine the very small, orders of magnitude smaller than the realm of this tragedy.  At that scale there is a lot of space. Things are different.  Sub-atomic particles are dancing everywhere.  Is her consciousness “present” in there? Do subatomic particles know pain and suffering? And what about the war, a type of evil.  Is that present?  Now imagine the relevance of this event  just after the big bang, as the universe begins to expand.  Was evil going along for the ride?  Again, in a few billion years from now imagine the sun becoming a giant dwarf and imagine the whole world burning up with all life vaporized.  Take the same event and look at the whole Cosmos by comparison.  Does this person’s suffering become lost in the vastness? 

This mystic has mentioned two key words that require elaboration.  “Evil” and “suffering.”  We all experiencing suffering.  It is those times of distress where we experience physical or mental  strain and stress, including physical pain and mental “pain.”  Suffering is actually a very broad category both in intensity of discomfort and duration.  From a practical point of view most people’s life path includes attempting to move away from suffering.  Call it seeking comfort, stability, pleasure, love, etc. It’s a biologic thing, as our pets behave the same way.  The trouble begins when we try to create a perfect world where there can never be one and the joy begins when we can let go of that concept.

So we want to be happy.  What about Evil?  Our hypothetical character’s death would inevitably create suffering  for surviving family and friends as well.  Evil, in this case, is a war that did not have to be fought, initiated by individual and collective actions of people.  It’s unnecessary suffering!

One wording or translation of the first pure precept in Soto Zen is “Cease from evil.  Release all self attachment.”  It is a fundamental Buddhist belief that suffering, in general, is caused by grasping or craving, being attached to things and concepts including  the idea of being a permanent separate “self.” 

Evil, from this mystics perspective, is causing suffering for oneself and others (the two are inseparable) by selfish acts of volition.  Logically, good then would imply being selfless and helping others.  We don’t have to create a mental division between self and other.  Evil acts happen because we don’t see the other as our selves.  One group separates itself from another.  One side is right and the other wrong.  One country is stronger and the other weaker and it is their destiny and right to eliminate  or disenfranchise the weaker.  It is the individual and collective grasping or striving for satisfaction and happiness at the expense of another person or group that is the dynamic that creates evil, or unnecessary suffering.  It’s been going on for a very long time.

Moving to a scientific perspective, there is natural selection, or putting it bluntly, the survival of the fittest.   But is that really the whole story? Here is an article from the New Scientist titled How did complex life evolve?  For nearly 2 billion years of earth history organic life consisted of a variety of very simple unicellular organisms called prokaryotes.  Then, for reasons unknown, perhaps a freak accident, one cell invaded another one.  Here is the quote from  the article:

“So what happened? The critical event appears to have occurred about 2 billion years ago, when one simple cell somehow ended up inside another. The identity of the host cell isn’t clear, but we know it engulfed a bacterium, which began to live and divide within it, like a squatter. The two somehow found a way to live together amicably, and eventually formed a symbiotic relationship called endosymbiosis.”

Who was the “fittest?”  The Engulfer or the engulfed?  Now, humans write words and “engulfed” could be a neutral term but if some alien organism engulfed us, or gobbled us up, we might considered that an evil act.  Intent plays in here as well.  This mystic likes the way that this hypothesized event turned out, resulting in symbiosis, essentially cooperation.  It says something about sentient beings and also dulls the “right and wrong” or  Judeo Christian good vs. evil paradigm.   And it provides a clue about the ultimate nature of reality. 

In this piece from  the Lion’s Roar, everything is buddha nature, we are taught that our fundamental nature is non-dual and beyond good and evil.  The non-dual has been called God, even by some Buddhist scholars, and that is fine.  But this still does not resolve the fundamental matter. While some great souls can be heroes, others start wars.  My mind can become tangled reflecting on those suffering currently or remembering that during World War II 60 million people perished.  In that war, the decisions made by the leaders of the Axis powers, in their delusion, eventually lead to infliction of great pain on others and their own people as well.  Both sides, Axis and Allies, had so much hate for each other and celebrated with great joy, when victorious in a battle.   Even if the “good” side won the war, we are far from a world at peace currently.  Evil and wars start with ideas of separateness. 

A sudden ray of sunshine through the Pacific Northwest mist and the ineffable feeling that beauty induces, suggests a fundamental reality beyond pain and suffering but also implies a paradox and a sort of obligation to delve further into the mystery of existence, both the beautiful and the ugly.   So in the end, evil is part of Buddha nature if “everything” is Buddha nature.  Suffering is not glossed over and Joy is not forgotten.  Keep asking questions!  Is a single person’s suffering from an evil act relevant in ultimate scales of time and space? We don’t have much of a handle on what “everything” really is, nor can we control others.  But we do have a choice to be less selfish, level headed, authentic and helpful.  This matters.  Meditation and spiritual practice can move us toward that direction.  The second and third pure precepts in Soto Zen say “Do good for others” and “Do only good.”  The kind of world we live in is reflected in the individual and collective actions of its inhabitants and the individual and collective actions of its inhabitants to some extent determines the kind of world they live in. So if you ask this mystic, is that person’s suffering relevant in all scales and dimensions, I’d answer with a resounding yes!  Also, all that space and time and cosmology leave out Love.  What is that? Here is a perspective from

Shantideva:

                                                          When you look at others think

                                                          That it will be through them

                                                          That you will come to Buddhahood.

                                                          So look on them with frank and loving hearts

A Leap of Faith

by LittleKnownMystic

OK, all mystical experience  and “true reality” is indicated to be beyond words and in the realm of the non-dual.  As we live in a realm of cause and effect that inevitably will knock us on our butt if we ignore the natural laws, ultimately,  it is a leap of faith to stay true to the spiritual path — only because this world seems so real!   Thich Nhat Hahn, in his book on Buddhist psychology, Understanding the Mind, describes a part of consciousness called manas, which roughly is equivalent to Freud’s ego.  Manas thinks, cognizes,  measures,  reasons and also  grasps and clings.  It also linked to the primitive brain whose job is to guard against and react automatically  to anything that might  harm the organism. It operates in the realm of duality — me and you, here and there, mine and not mine.  Manas is an essential component  for physical survival of human beings within the dimension we live in.  In fact, the mystery and irony of this apparent dissonant  and seemingly  diametric situation is that  it’s the way it is supposed to be.  The world is real for manas!  Buddhist teachings go on to say that the way manas views things is not quite accurate, in the big picture, as it always views things in terms of a self and other.  Now, we could go wonky and take the interpretation from the mind only school that literally nothing exists outside of our minds, but this mystic does not believe that this kind of conceptualization is particularly helpful in solving the great matter as it it can be an isolating and lonely  viewpoint taking the breath out of being alive.

What is important is the intersection between the perceived known world, as we individually and collectively “see” it and the world (all phenomenon or dharmas) as it actually is.  If we are to accept that the way we conventionally see and react to the world is flawed and leads to a lot of trouble for ourselves, others, countries and the planet then we have to come to resolve the consequences of what the fact implies.   This could lead to a spiritual or existential crises, but only if there is no way forward.  The way through it is to open up and embrace all things, to drop old schemas and attachments, to not be fooled by good, bad and indifferent labeling (to be aware when we do this) and then investigate what is really there…  The methods taught in Buddhism and other spiritual practices emphasize going beyond thinking.  Thinking, while a very essential and signature sensing mechanism for humans,  is also biased in that it keeps a separation between subject and object and often paints distortions from the way something actually is.  We are specifically talking about tools that emphasize meditation, mindfulness and embracing the impermanent and non-self aspects of our world.  Additionally, we strive to behave ethically and morally using our volition to be a positive force. 

But how can “one” directly experience reality? Take for example the haptic perception or touch system.   While we think of touch as just touch, it is a lot more complicated than that, involving pressure, temperature and vibration.  Our bodies, our skin, are embedded with multiple kinds of receptors, which in turn send signals along various neurological pathways to the brain.  This is illustrated in an interesting intro article on the physics of the haptic system.  It is a scientific reality that the human sensory system is sophisticated and highly evolved.  Within our realm of functioning there is a complex interplay between organism and environment.  In the end, translation of vibration or pressure or temperature by the brain into a picture or model of “what is out there” is simply not the same as what is out there.  But the thing that makes this Ok is that the essential nature of everything is empty of a sole and separate self.  The wind is caused by many factors.  Gas molecules hit the skin and the skin with its sensors sends an -electric-chemical signal to the brain where we “feel” the wind.  All of this is translation of energy and interdependence, a dance of many things, external and internal if you will, interacting to form a thing called the wind that is felt and seen.  In the end it is not out there or in there or in between, but is just the thing in itself and there is less of a need for a self in the middle when seen in this way.

 Mumonkan Case 29 The Sixth Patriarch’s “Your Mind Moves”                
 
The wind was flapping a temple flag, and two monks started an argument.
One said the flag flapped, the other said the wind flapped;
they argued back and forth but could not reach a conclusion.
The Sixth Patriarch said, “It is not the wind that flaps, it is not the flag that flaps; it is your mind that flaps.”
The two monks were awe-struck.

Questions Which Tend not to Edification

by LittleKnownMystic

In this mystic’s very first blog post I expressed a burning desire to know the great mysteries of the Universe and beyond, implying that this may not be possible in the traditional sense of a person who attains knowledge.  Put it another way: if all the phenomena of existence were to suddenly appear in your consciousness, in your “head,” you think the light bulb might blow?   Sounds a bit ridiculous, right?

The Buddha in his lifetime is known for not responding to metaphysical questions such as is the cosmos infinite or not, or what happens after our physical death.  These have been labeled as questions which tend not to edification.  This piece from Loveofallwisdom.com provides summary and perspective as illustrated using the parable of the poison arrow.  The idea is that there is nothing wrong about being curious, but our actions in the here and now define who we are, both individually and collectively.  The parable of the poison arrow, a man asking questions about the origin of the arrow running through him, and refusing to get it pulled out until his questions are answered, has deep implications regarding the human condition.  Could the poison arrow, at times, be a self-inflicted wound?

It seems convincing that there are two separate compartments to our reality in this world (for those unenlightened.) There is the seeming “self” with all its attendant pluses and minuses  and there is the  other, or as Tom Petty called it, “the great wide open.”  This paragraph may seem like a slight detour, but I want to touch on the allure or intoxication of inquiry, spiritual or otherwise.  After all, we are a big-brained and inquiring species.  This mystic would argue that a fundamental pull toward spiritual  practices is a deep yearning to know, to “go home.”  The other fundamental pull is for those suffering greatly who step on the path seeking relief.  Perhaps the right dose of metaphysics for one on a spiritual journey or “the path” is what keeps one interested and motivated.  The same might be said about reading scripture or spiritual books. It seems like “the path” eventually leads toward a fundamental process that de-emphasizes cognition over direct awareness.  This is where those drawn to the path for different reasons find themselves on common ground.  That common ground is the world as it is, messy as it is, and seemingly futile-to-ask-metaphysical-questions as it is.  It is hinted at by the following passage from Dogen’s fascicle, Spring and Autumn:

Dongshan was asked by a monk, “When cold or heat comes, how can we avoid it?”

Dongshan said, “Why don’t you go where there is no cold or heat?”

The monk said, “What do you mean by ‘where there is no cold or heat’?”

Dongshan said, “When it is cold, cold finishes the monk. When it is hot, heat demolishes the monk.”

Dogen concludes: “Even in the secular world the understanding of sun and moon, and how to abide with all things, varies according to sages, learned people, virtuous people, and ignorant people. Don’t think that cold and heat in the buddha way are the same as the cold and heat that ignorant people talk about.  Investigate this directly.”

It seems like the hustle and bustle of “modern” life and advances in science and technology are a very separate “place” from what happens “inside” ourselves and amongst ourselves where strife and discord, if not war, exist.  This will go on as long as there is self and other, subject and object.  One thing this mystic is convinced of is that it is indeed difficult to open up to the world and make a better world if we are lost in our own pain.  All of us (well most of us) have old poison arrows and asking the right questions is key for their removal.  In fact, any spiritual practice has to include attending to the suffering self in order to attend to the suffering of others.  There is a beautiful recorded dharma talk by Sallie Jiko Tisdale entitled The Poison Arrow.  In the talk she covers how our karma and collective karma shapes our world view.  She describes that we often act like a Samurai who accidentally dropped his sword into the water while on a boat and then notched the side of the boat where he dropped it.  Oops! She emphasizes that we all have aspects of our selves that are like “the Samurai without the sword.”  The lost sword might be a lost love, not having the body we wish we would have, or something much darker that has caused pain and loss in the past, or is continuing to do so in the present.  Making peace with the present by asking the right questions and realizing that you may never have that sword again is a key. I leave you today with this gatha, from Christina Feldman:

May I rest in not knowing.

May I find ease in stillness.

May I be equally near all things.

Myo’i Dancing on the Far Side of the Moon

by LittleKnownMystic

This little known mystic has been most kindly allowed to have a Zen teacher.  I am now a lay disciple in the Soto Zen lineage.  With that said, I have also been given a dharma name, Myo’i.  The name itself has a translation, with “Myo” meaning mystery, strange, clever and “i” meaning mind, heart, inclination, intention and thought.  It is indeed strange having a new name, albeit used seldom  while at the temple.  The name, like many things in Zen is in part a koan and something that simply merges with practice. 

Probably the most important change in my practice, by having a teacher, is that I feel a personal motivation to stay focused on the practice.  The first suggestion by my teacher was to start looking at how my karma influences my perceptions.  This goes along the lines of Buddhist philosophy regarding reaching to ones roots (the storehouse consciousness).  The link provided explains how everything we perceive is shaped by this ever-flowing body of habits, emotions and thoughts that is the base of our experience.  The exercise  is to investigate emotional reactions developed by delving into those roots that make up what we believe to be the self (a self that is always changing).   Our past actions and ongoing habits continually “sink” into this storehouse consciousness.  Our actions, or karma, then will color and bias how we see and how we react to the world.  By becoming aware of emotions when studying our roots we offer the possibility of recognizing the unwholesome behaviors and habits that can then be replaced with wholesome ones.

Another things lately is that I question, with an openness, all aspects of practice.  Why mediate, why mindfulness, why precepts why investigation of our karma, etc.  What is it that can free us from suffering and lead us to becoming more joyful, compassionate, loving and happy people?  A beautiful book showing how we might open up to these positive states is Boundless Heart by Christina Feldman. 

At my current level of understanding it seems like all practice should resolve into a net effect of being kinder to others.  It might be a bumpy ride but it has to move in that direction.  All the main tools of Zen practice aim to loosen the ties of the frailties (of the view) of being a small isolated “self” in a very large sea.  In her book Feldman writes something very elucidating about the self.  ” In a path of awakening there is no endeavoring to annihilate the self, to improve the self, or to disdain it. There is the profound invitation to liberate our hearts from all fixed views of self.”  Myo’i is dancing on the far side the moon!